pure exhaustion...
ok so i am completely worn out. getting old... not fun. i remember 3 years ago, i never slept and did so much more, now i try it and i feel it for a week! not my idea of a good time. but lately i have had this extremely deep desire to do... i don't want to miss anything. i have made some amazing new friends and i am loving hanging out with them, mike and i are married so i want to spend as much time with him as possible, not to mention i am attempting to be photographer extroidinare (said with much sarcasm) i mean i want to be, but in all reality is that going to happen? who knows... only God i suppose.
two nights ago, i laid awake in bed staring into darkness wondering when i would stop torturing myself and GO TO SLEEP. so needless to say i was a bit tired yesterday. then at noon my beloved boss (jason) comes to my desk and tells me to cancel his appointments, his best friend was killed in a car accident. immediately my heart goes out to him. i can't imagine the feeling of losing someone you love so deeply. i begin helping him wrap up his schedule so he could fly out this morning... obviously i offer to take him to the airport. did i say his flight left uber early meaning i was going to have to get up that early. so i get up at 5am, which i loved, ok so maybe that's a lie, and took him to the airport. now i am sitting all by myself in the office listening to jeff's band sly's alter ego and deciding that i think they pretty much rock and i want them to make it huge. good guys like that come around so rarely, and i want them to make it. not to mention there is the one song that i lost it on... all i have to say is it is way too early and i got growled at... i sat here and laughed for a good 5 minutes... and when i think about it... laughter again!
now that i have jotted my thoughts down, back to reality and my so called life... (by the way when you have only had 6ish hours of sleep over two days, journals are due to have much error)
brooke
two nights ago, i laid awake in bed staring into darkness wondering when i would stop torturing myself and GO TO SLEEP. so needless to say i was a bit tired yesterday. then at noon my beloved boss (jason) comes to my desk and tells me to cancel his appointments, his best friend was killed in a car accident. immediately my heart goes out to him. i can't imagine the feeling of losing someone you love so deeply. i begin helping him wrap up his schedule so he could fly out this morning... obviously i offer to take him to the airport. did i say his flight left uber early meaning i was going to have to get up that early. so i get up at 5am, which i loved, ok so maybe that's a lie, and took him to the airport. now i am sitting all by myself in the office listening to jeff's band sly's alter ego and deciding that i think they pretty much rock and i want them to make it huge. good guys like that come around so rarely, and i want them to make it. not to mention there is the one song that i lost it on... all i have to say is it is way too early and i got growled at... i sat here and laughed for a good 5 minutes... and when i think about it... laughter again!
now that i have jotted my thoughts down, back to reality and my so called life... (by the way when you have only had 6ish hours of sleep over two days, journals are due to have much error)
brooke
ok so this is no orange and red sunset, but it still makes me look in awe. God is amazing and his art is beautiful. i cannot look at a sky like that and not know that He is ever present.
posted by LyndseyBrooke at 7:06 AM
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